If I tell you I need you, do not take it lightly. I do everything I can to never have to depends on anyone, to never show weakness. If I say I need you, it means I am trusting you to catch me when I fall - as I had caught you and not have you be the one to have pushed me.
Do you want to know the #1 thing you should be doing energetically? It is to PROTECT your energy. Your energy is sacred. Your energy is holy. Your energy definitely needs to cleared. But most importantly, it needs to be protected. So, how do you do that?